I've been a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a wife and a mother. I've been a nurses aide, amusement park employee, fast food employee, cashier, secretary, registrar, account receivable clerk, office manager and a sales analyst. I've attended church since 7th grade - been in the choir, children's director, youth coordinator, Sunday school teacher, mentor, friend, coach, sponsor & barista. Been a pretty full life as I reach my 50th birthday in three weeks. I'm a person who has made many mistakes, and continues to. But for the life of me, I cannot begin to imagine what has brought me to "this" place. Since February I have been fighting to keep my peace. I'm alot more "at peace", but I want to be at peace and happy at the same time. So God, you tell me, what's up? Where's the light at the end of the tunnel? Where's the rainbow? Where is my contentment? And now you have brought me here? I don't get it. I'm begging You for answers, please God, show me Your ways!
